mikey is making me a cassette and sending me a cassette player.
he told me hes in love with me tonight.
it's such an easy thing to say...i could say it.
i could make all the right noises and push it out of my mouth
and it would be true.
but i am guarded. guarded like a castle that's seen too many battles.
so i'll keep quiet. for now.


you made me whole again and now you're gone.


being alone is okay


an entire month has gone by and i haven't gotten any better!
i'm constsntly reminded that i just can't connect with other people.
why cant i maintain meaningful relationships?


why did u lie
why why why you fucking liar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!